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Kassc Alvarez Noeggerath
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
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Don't be shy!... I'll draw for you with joy, but of course... keep it PG-13 :J
What can I say?... I like MLP:FIM... So I draw it... sorta xD

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*What is love if your heart is thorned apart, What is survival if your body wants to kill itself, What is joy if your blood is made of barbed wire.What is life when all your senses just perceive pain...
Woke up from a nightmare after having some in depth thoughts about my current situation... I will be getting out quite soon as I will be able to claim freedom once and for all but at a price. Hopefully I can continue with the gash and heals quickly before any infection happens...

Surely does bring me joy and some sense of inner flame to press on in to new places and new achievements, but the fear of the unknown remains and I fall on feeling terrified of knowing that no one is on back to help me...

My mental state is still quite fractured as ideas of homicide or suicide reside as an option if all goes bad... witch frightens me to know I can be capable of such things, but I must prevail one way or an other, cause in the end, I have not felt a single soul appreciate me of any good effort, just a struggle of constant survival in my head while everyone else tends to be variables of something useful or not...

I hate to admit that great part of me just wants to end. To simply not feel, think and be what I am, at such a young age with a lot damn potential!... Misery overwhelms most part of my body as it renders me down to stutter, shake and cry...

Honestly... I am the only one slitting my own throat. The environment that I grew on could had been to harsh for to exist... But it has render me to be something I don't like?... As at least of 15 years of consciousness, I just don't feel close to any single soul at all. So detached from existence as so is my wish to end my own existence, But I have to press on... With no real motive nor objective. Just for the will of... Natural Survival. Cause that's what we all do, Right?. survive... I don't want to play anymore...
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Avenged sevenfold
  • Playing: Skyrim + 120 Mods
  • Eating: ParadoXes
  • Drinking: Enigmas


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DJ-Xyclone Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015  Student Writer
Thanks for the fave!
DJ-Xyclone Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Student Writer
Thanks so much for the watch! It means a lot!
Kassc Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh wow~. That flatters me~
Well I have you to blame for having such good arts~ :p
DJ-Xyclone Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015  Student Writer
Kassc Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Feel free to re-read the comment if you dont seem to understand.
But what I am saying its a fact and you are more than welcome to take it as granted n.n
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tg-0 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015   General Artist
Hey, happy new year =)
Kassc Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thankies!~. Happy new year~
tg-0 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015   General Artist
Thank you :pat:
tg-0 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015   General Artist
Thanks :pat:
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